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Recovery, out loud.
Real stories from the community, plus conversations with the people who help us heal.
Episode 145
BGS Group Podcast: What I Wish Someone Had Told Me
Christina is joined by women from the BGS community as they share what they wish someone had told them in the early days of recovery from gambling harm.
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Episode 144
Recovery Conversations with Kitty M.
In this episode, Christina is joined by her friend Kitty for an honest conversation about what recovery from gambling harm can really look like beyond simply stopping the bet.
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Bri's Story
In this episode, Bri shares her personal journey with gambling harm, including how it began, the struggles she faced, and the turning points that helped her seek recovery. She opens up about the impact gambling had on her finances, relationships, and mental health, while also…
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Kim G's Story
In this episode, Kim G shares her journey with gambling addiction, detailing her early experiences, the impact of secrecy and shame, and the turning point that led her to seek help. She discusses the importance of understanding emotional triggers, the role of safe spaces in…
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Elizabeth Thielen - Nicasa Behavioral Health
In this episode of The Broke Girl Society Podcast , Christina sits down with Liz Thielen , who joins on behalf of Nicasa , to talk about the powerful intersection of lived experience, professional work, and recovery support in the gambling space.
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Paula's Story
In this episode, Paula shares her personal journey with gambling harm through social casinos and then, later on, online gambling. Paula details how it began during her pregnancy and the emotional struggles that accompanied it. She discusses the impact of societal stigma on…
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Episode 139
Five Years of Building A Life I Don't Want To Escape From.
In this special episode of The Broke Girl Society , Christina celebrates five years of recovery from gambling and reflects on the journey that took her from secrecy, shame, and absolute chaos… to healing, community, and purpose.
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Episode 138
Looking Back To Move Ahead w/ Adam from The Modern Meeting Podcast
In the last episode of 2025 for the BGS, Christina Cook and Adam Lyons reflect on their personal journeys in recovery, discussing the importance of collaboration, setting achievable goals, and navigating relationships. Looking ahead to 2026, they express a desire to broaden…
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Annelise - Internal Family Systems
**Building A Life We Don't Want To Escape From**
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Kate's Story and Advocacy
In this conversation, Kate Seselja opens up about her own experience of gambling harm and the years she spent caught in a system designed to keep her trapped. She shares how the gambling industry manipulates vulnerability and then labels the individual as the problem, instead of…
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Episode 135
Beth McDonough - Standby...
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina Cook talks with Beth McDonough, a former newscaster who shares her very public journey through alcohol addiction and recovery. They discuss the complexities of co-occurring disorders, the impact of trauma on…
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Maggie's Story
In this episode, Maggie shares her personal journey of recovery from gambling harm, detailing her early experiences with gambling, the spiral into compulsive behavior, and the impact on her life and relationships. She discusses the challenges of seeking help, the role of support…
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Resource Highlight: Bet-Breaker App
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina speaks with Jerome, the co-founder of the Bet Breaker app, which helps individuals block online gambling sites. They discuss Jerome's transition from the gambling industry to creating a recovery tool, the…
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Sonia's Story
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society, host Christina Cook speaks with Sonja, who shares her personal journey of recovery from gambling addiction. Sonja discusses her early experiences with gambling, the escalation of her addiction, and the impact it had on her…
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Societal Views on Women and Gambling
Christina and Terra discuss how societal views often misrepresent women's gambling behaviors and the challenges they face in seeking help. The conversation emphasizes the importance of breaking down stigmas and creating safe spaces for women to discuss their experiences and find…
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A Letter to My Gambling Addiction
Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of gambling addiction, abuse, cancer, and suicidal thoughts, which may be distressing for some listeners. Please take care while listening and step away if you need to.
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Marissa - TikTok Gambling Free Girl Era
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina Cook engages in a heartfelt conversation with Marissa, a TikTok creator who shares her journey with gambling addiction. They discuss the impact of gambling on personal lives, the relationship between financial…
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BGS Shorts - Digital Detox
In this short episode, Christina shares a gentle reminder about the power of unplugging. Inspired by the quote, “You don’t have to delete your digital life—just take time to log into your real one,” she explores how being constantly connected can quietly disconnect us from…
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BGS Shorts - Creative Expression
In this short and heartfelt reflection, Christina Cook—host of The Broke Girl Society —invites you to explore the healing power of creative expression. Inspired by the quote, “When words are too heavy, creativity becomes our voice,” this episode is a gentle reminder that you…
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BGS Shorts - Nature is Healing
In this calming and reflective episode, Christina Cook—host of The Broke Girl Society podcast—explores the quiet healing power of nature through the quote: “Sometimes a walk in the woods is all it takes to shift your perspective.”
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BGS Shorts- Kindness
In this gentle and grounding short episode, Christina Cook—host of The Broke Girl Society podcast—reflects on the quote: “Kindness begins with the understanding that we all struggle.”
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BGS Short - Meetings
In this heartfelt reflection, Christina Cook—host of The Broke Girl Society podcast—dives into one of her favorite quotes: “The opposite of addiction isn’t sobriety—it’s connection.”
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BGS Shorts - Journaling
In this short reflection, Christina Cook, host of The Broke Girl Society podcast, explores the power of journaling in the recovery journey. Inspired by the quote, “In the journal, I do not express myself more openly than I could to any person. I create myself,” this episode…
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BGS Shorts - Mindfulness
In this Broke Girl Society Short , host Christina Cook offers a calming reminder about the power of mindfulness in gambling recovery. Inspired by the quote from Sharon Salzberg, “Mindfulness isn’t difficult. We just need to remember to do it,” this brief reflection helps bring…
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Jennifer's Story
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina speaks with Jennifer as she shares her journey from being raised in a gambling environment to struggling with gambling herself. She discusses the impact of childhood experiences, trauma, and the challenges of…
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Anna and The Untangled Project
In this conversation, Anna shares her journey with gambling addiction, detailing her early exposure to gambling, the impact it had on her life, and her eventual path to recovery. She discusses the importance of community support, the creation of the Untangled Project aimed at…
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"Shep and the King of Hearts" - Author Stacy Ladyman
In this conversation, Stacy Ladyman shares her journey of writing her book 'Shep and the King of Hearts', which explores the complexities of gambling addiction and its impact on families. Through her fictionalized narrative based from her own experience, she emphasizes the…
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Meghan's Story
In this episode, Megan shares her personal journey with gambling addiction, detailing how her early experiences with gambling were normalized in her family. She discusses the profound impact of her mother's death on her gambling behavior, leading to a downward spiral of debt…
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Beth's Story
In this episode, Beth shares her personal journey of gambling addiction, detailing how a social activity spiraled into a life-altering addiction. She discusses the early signs of her problem, the impact on her relationships, and the moment she hit rock bottom. Beth emphasizes…
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Abdullah Mahmood - Problem Gambling Treatment Coordinator at Maryhaven (Ohio)
Kicking off Problem Gambling Month! - In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina speaks with Abdullah Mahmood, the problem gambling coordinator for MaryHaven in Ohio. They discuss the complexities of gambling addiction, the differences between gambling and…
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Sam - Founder of the EVIVE App
In this conversation, Sam shares his personal journey with gambling addiction, detailing how it began at a young age and escalated into a significant problem that affected his life, relationships, and career. He discusses the turning point that led him to seek help and…
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Steps 11 & 12 with Terra!
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, hosts Christina and Terra delve into the final steps of their recovery journey, focusing on Steps 11 and 12. Explore with us the themes of connecting with a higher power, navigating personal beliefs in recovery, and the…
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Part Two: Ladies of the BGS support group share their journey and hope
*Trigger warning: Suicidal ideations and abuse are mentioned in this episode. There are some audio issues in this episode as well.
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Episode 112
Part One: Ladies from the BGS support group share their journey and hope
*Trigger warning: Suicidal ideations and abuse are mentioned in this episode. There are some audio issues in this episode as well.
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Episode 111
Season Greetings / Season Finale
In this season finale of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina reflects on the journey of recovery from gambling addiction, expressing gratitude for the support received from listeners and sponsors. She emphasizes the importance of sharing personal stories to break the…
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Jim & Janice from GamFin - Financial Counseling for those impacted by gambling harms
In this episode of The Broke Girl Society Podcast, Christina is joined by Jim and Janice from GamFin to explore the financial harms caused by gambling.
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Robin with The Better Institute - Family Therapy Edition
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina engages with Robin, a licensed professional counselor, to discuss the complexities of gambling disorder and its impact on families. They explore the importance of recovery for both gamblers and their loved ones…
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Talking Step 10 with Terra
Recovery Step 10: Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong, promptly admitted it. In this episode, Christina and Terra discuss the importance of accountability and personal inventory in recovery, focusing on Step 10 of the 12-step program. They explore the…
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Episode 107
Francie's Update - The Healing Chapters Series
Francie's story is one of resilience, hope, and a commitment to helping others facing similar challenges.
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Dr. Meredith Ginley - The Gambling Clinic
In this episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast, host Christina speaks with Dr. Meredith Ginley from the Tennessee Gambling Clinic about the unique challenges of gambling addiction and the importance of specialized treatment. They discuss the gambling landscape in Tennessee…
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Jodie's Story
In this conversation, Jodie N. shares her journey of gambling harms and the work she does in this space. She talks about her first memories of gambling and how it didn't become a problem until later in life. The conversation also touches on the transference of addiction and the…
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Episode 104
Foundations of Recovery: Episode 104 ~ Curiosity
In this episode, Christina discusses the importance of curiosity as a foundation for life and recovery. Curiosity encourages self-discovery, building awareness, and learning new coping strategies. It also helps explore values and goals, navigate setbacks, and engage in other…
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Allison Zed shares her story of gambling harm and recovery
YouTuber Allison Zed shares her gambling journey, starting from her initial disinterest in gambling to slowly becoming a very serious problem. She talks about the impact of online casinos and the financial consequences of her struggle along with the importance of accepting the…
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Part 2 - Taboo recovery group topics w/ Terra
In this episode, Christina and Terra discuss taboo subjects related to gambling, specifically the temptations of free play and free gifts. They explore the triggers and challenges associated with these incentives and how they can impact individuals in recovery. They also touch…
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Navigating online recovery support groups: Why can't we talk about money?
In this conversation, Christina and Terra discuss the challenges of navigating support groups and the taboo subjects within them. They emphasize the importance of creating a safe space for open and honest discussions about addiction and recovery. They also address the rule of…
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3 Year Anniversary / 100th Episode!! w/ ladies of the BGS
The 100th episode of the Broke Girl Society podcast celebrates the power of connection in recovery. The host, Christina, is joined by several women from the BGS community to discuss the importance of female-focused support and the impact of the podcast and online group. They…
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Foundations of Recovery: Episode 103 ~ Self Compassion
In this episode, Christina discusses the importance of self-compassion in recovery from gambling addiction. She defines self-compassion as treating oneself with kindness, understanding, and acceptance during difficult times. Christina emphasizes the need to recognize and accept…
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Episode 98
Monica's Story
Monica is in early recovery from gambling harm and shares her journey of compulsive gambling and recovery.
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Foundations of Recovery: Episode 102 ~ ACCOUNTABILITY
Limited Series: Foundations of Recovery - Episode 102. This week we are talking about accountability in recovery. Accountability starts with us. We have to show up for ourselves and do the work required to move away from the harm we've caused ourselves and others while moving…
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Episode 96
Foundations of Recovery: Episode 101 ~ ACCEPTANCE
Limited Series: Foundations of Recovery
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Our Friend Josh Update!
Josh is back to let us know how his recovery journey is going! I'll give you a spoiler... He's hit the 3 YEAR BET FREE milestone!
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Val's Story (Joined by her husband Mike)
Val comes on to share her journey of gambling harm and recovery along with her husband Mike, who shares his perspective from the other side.
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In honor of Tiffany K. - Sharing her message of hope.
This episode is in honor of Tiffany K who passed away way to soon. Recorded in August of 2021, Tiffany shared her message of hope with so many of us through her podcast, on social media and her recovery meetings. It was her hope that everyone find the hope and help they need to…
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Brian Ward- Different Recovery Pathways
Brian Ward host of Voices...The podcast comes on to talk about different pathways of recovery. He's a fun guy, great musician and has a fabulous beard!
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Step 9 w/ Terra Carbert from the Ambitious Addicts Podcast
Terra and I are talking about Step 9: AMENDS - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
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Maureen's Story
Maureen joins us to share her journey of addiction, recovery and some of the wonderful things she's learned over the last 21 months.
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Rob M - Recovering Out Loud Through Social Media
Rob is 24 years old and ONE year in recovery from gambling harm. He share his journey of recovery through his social media. We talk about what it takes for him to not only be vulnerable with his thousand of followers across social media, but the ins and outs of recording and…
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Monique's Story
Monique joins us this episode to share her story of gambling harm and recovery with us. As of this episode Monique was 147 days bet free and share her hope for the journey ahead!
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Dr. Evelyn Higgins - Wired For Addiction
Dr. Evelyn Higgins has spent a good part of her career dedicated to research and development in the science of addiction recovery. Listen in as she shares her own personal connection to addiction with loved ones and the work she does to help us better understand the…
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Alyssa Whatley w/ ATL Tax Lawyers shares tips about how to address tax issues from gambling.
Alyssa Whatley is a tax attorney with ATL Tax Lawyers. I came across Alyssa on TikTok and reached out to her to see if she would be willing to come on and talk about tax issues for problem gamblers and here she is! Tax issues are a huge obstacle for a lot of us in recovery and…
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Claire Donegan - THRIVE Recovery Ireland
Claire Donegan is the CEO and Founder of THRIVE Recovery in Ireland. She joins us to share her journey of gambling harm, recovery and the work she does with her non-profit Thrive Recovery. Claire also shares what the landscape of gambling looks like in Ireland.
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Working Step 8 With Terra from The Ambitious Addicts Podcast
Recovery Step 8: Made a list of all persons we had harmed and became willing to make amends to them all.
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Dave Yeager - Fall In Book
Dave comes back on to recap his story and share the writing process for his new book, Fall In: A Veteran with Gambling Problem. Great episode for everyone but especially for military members and veterans.
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Marcia's Story
Sorry it's been so long! We are back with Marcia who is joining us to share her journey of recovery from problem gambling.
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Maria - The Feeling Better Podcast
I get to chat with a fellow recovery podcaster, Maria! She shares her journey of gambling harm and recovery with us along with the story of her book and podcast! Find her book and podcast here…
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Michelle M - Gambling harm, Recovery and Research in the LBGTQ+ Community **Audio is fixed!
** Audio is fixed! Our friend Michelle is back (You can find her original story in the first season of the podcast) to talk about her research and work in the LGTBQ+ community for gambling harm. She shares a lot of wonderful insights form her own perspective as someone who is…
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Mom Guilt with the ladies of The Broke Girl Society FB group.
Guilt is something all of us in recovery are familiar with, but mothers carry a whole other layer when it comes to their relationship with their children. Now, since I'm not a mother to human children (just the cutest cats ever), I brought in some reinforcements to share their…
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Bea Aikens - Founder of Lanie's Hope
Bea Aikens shares her journey of gambling harm, her recovery and the advocacy work she does through Lanie's Hope, the foundation she set up to honor her sister.
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Annie from Australia
Annie joins us to share her journey of gambling harm and recovery. She also gives us a glimpse into the landscape of gambling in Australia. If you’d like to support the work I do: Patreon: patreon.com/user?u=819987 Venmo: https://account.venmo.com/u/thebrokegirlsociety…
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Episode 76
Francie's Story
Francie comes on to share her journey of gambling harm and recovery. As you'll hear, grief plays a huge part in her story.
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How to tell a loved one about our gambling problem w/ Jody Bechtold
Jody, a gambling harm clinician and CEO of The Better Institute, comes on to share her advice on how to tell your spouse, partner or loved one about your gambling problem.
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Gen's Story
Gen comes on to share her story of gambling harm and her journey of recovery.
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Lydia's Story - New to Recovery
Lydia is new to recovery and has come on to share her journey of gambling harm, thoughts on exploring recovery and what that can look like for her.
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Jessica H's Story
Jessica H joins us to share her experience, strength, and hope of recovery from gambling harm. *Trigger warning - talk of suicidal thoughts/attempts in this episode. If you are struggling with thoughts of suicide, text 988 for help and resources.
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Happy New Year! My friend Terra joins me to recap 2022 and to share our hopes for 2023.
2022 has been a busy year full of some really hard changes in my personal life, a few wonderful adventures and a shit load of amazing friends! Listen in as Terra and I share our 2022 recovery recap!
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Recovery and Dating with the ladies of BGS and Rachel Goodman - A Couples and Relationship Coach
Dating is hard but dating as a person in recovery comes with its own set of challenges. When do you tell a potential date about your past and recovery? How do you navigate the emotional roller coaster of dating and maintain your sense of awareness? How do you set healthy…
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Episode 69
Bren's Story
Bren from Canada comes on the podcast to share her story of compulsive gambling and recovery. Her story is a perfect reminder of why it's so important to break the stigma and shame of this addiction.
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Episode 68
Carin - Peer Support Recovery Specialist w/ the Maryland Center of Excellence on Problem Gambling
Carin is a Certified Peer Support Specialist with the Maryland Center of Excellence. She shares with us her own journey of recovery from problem gambling and how helping her family overcome opioid addiction started her path of advocacy for awareness to help other struggling with…
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Lisa - Betknowmore UK Charity and New Beginnings Program for Women
Lisa from the UK comes on to share her story and to talk about a program she helped develop for women who are struggling with gambling harm.
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Karina Lucid - Debt Relief Attorney
There are a lot of opinions on bankruptcy and gambling addiction. Karina Lucid, a debt relief attorney from New Jersey, comes on to share information about the different types of bankruptcy along with some interesting facts.
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Episode 65
The Other Side: With Co-host Kelly and Our Guest Nicole (Hatch) - Entering a relationship with someone already in recovery.
I'm joined by my Friend and Co-host Kelly and our guest Nicole who is the wife of the All In podcast host Brian Hatch. Great conversation of marriage and recovery.
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Lindsey and Terra join me to talk about the impact of grief on recovery.
Terra joins me to chat with Lindsey about her recent S.L.I.P. after the loss of her father. We talk about grief, recovery tools and the importance of finding our way back when we get a little lost.
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Episode 63
The Broke Girl Society Sunday Meeting: Topic - Loneliness
Podcast sponsored by Gamban: Visit Gamban.com for online gambling blocking software
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Episode 62
Amy Zing Gray shares her story of recovery through the Art of performance.
Amy learned early on through her Peer Support work that she was going to be telling her story A LOT. So, Amy decided to create a show where she can use her artistic talent and tell her story in a different way. We talk a little about her story and she shares a few parts of her…
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Episode 61
Kitty comes on to talk about her Lived Experience Survey and our panel for the NCPG 2022 Conference.
My friend Kitty Martz who is the Executive Director of Voices of Problem Gambling Recovery in Oregon comes on to talk about her Lived Experience Survey and the (Non-anon/Recovery in the Public Eye) panel we will be doing in Boston next month for the National Council on Problem…
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Talking about Isolation with Terra from Ambitious Addicts
Terra and I talk about isolation and how it can play a role in our addiction and can impact our recovery. I'm an introvert and empath so isolation has shown up for me throughout my life. Gambling was a way for me to be social and nonsocial at the same time.
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Episode 59
The Ladies of The Broke Girl Society talk Finances and Recovery
A huge shout out to the fantastic ladies of The Broke Girls Society: Kayo, Julie, Ginny, DJ, Terra and Lindsey for coming on and sharing their experience, strength, and hope with us! Helpful links: https://www.ncpgambling.org/ You can find State and International Resources Here…
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Life Coach Kristina Dennis - Codependency Recovery
Kristina Dennis, a Life Coach, Comes on to share her journey of healing and recovery from alcohol and codependency. Now with almost 25 years of recovery herself - she devotes her life and career to helping others navigate the healing process and build a recovery that meets their…
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Episode 57
My twin sister Michelle makes her debut to talk about my recent NY Post article.
My twin sister Michelle comes on to talk about the recent article I did for the NY Post and all the nitty gritty details I shared. She will be back for a more in-depth episode in the future for The Broke Girl Society: The Other Side.
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Step 7 with Terra Carbert from the Amitious Addicts Podcast
Terra and I are back talking about Recovery Step 7. Listen in as we talk about how this step is meant to help us understand the need to have our shortcomings/character flaws/defects removed to help allow us to keep building a healthy recovery.
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Full Video - Recovery Step 7 with Terra Carbert from Ambitious Addicts
Terra and I are back talking about Recovery Step 7. Listen in as we talk about how this step is meant to help us understand the need to have our short comings/character flaws/defects removed to help allow us to keep building a healthy recovery.
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Dr. Nathan Smith - Kindbridge Research Institute
Dr. Nathan Smith from the Kindbridge Research Institute walks us through a gambling study done back in 1947. It was fascinating to see how relatable a study from so many years ago could still ring true in behaviors of a gambler today. We also talk about comorbidity (other…
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Gail's Story
Gail from Canada comes on to share her strength, wisdom, and hope with us. I'm always so inspired by these stories and the vulnerability it takes to talk about our past with addiction and the hope we hear when they talk about the amazing changes in their lives from recovery…
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Sarah (Former Gambler) and her son Matthew (Affected Other)
Sarah comes on the podcast to share her journey of gambling addiction and recovery with us and she brought along her son Matthew to share his experience growing up with his mom's addictions. Great conversation! So check it out!
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Lindsey's Story - Early Recovery
My friend Terra From Ambitious Addicts joins me to chat with our friend Lindsey about how she’s doing so far in early recovery. This podcast is sponsored by Gamban. If you are struggling from online gambling please visit Gamban.com and download their gambling site blocking…
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Ladies of The Broke Girl Society Facebook Group Share their strength, wisdom, and hope with you.
Seven women of The Broke Girl Society join me to talk about recovery and share their strength, wisdom and hope. It was really wonderful to feel the connection of women supporting each other. In this episode we have Nikki, Julie, Lisa, Lena, Rachael, Terra, Lindsey and myself…
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Episode 49
Checking in with Kelly (Affected Other) and talking more about the other side...
This was technically episode one of the BGS - The Other Side Series. In this episode Kelly catches us up on her recovery and shares some exciting news about her own podcast specifically for affected others called I, Butterfly. Kelly is so amazing and the passion she has to help…
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One Year Bet Free!!
It was just after midnight on March 6th, 2021 that I placed my last bet and it was later on in the same day that I asked for help and started my journey of recovery. Thank you to everyone who as been a part of my journey this far... Here's to day 366! Don't forget to check out…
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Lauren Greutman - Financial Coach, host of the Hard Money Talks podcast, and best selling author of The Recovering Spender.
For me, one of the scariest things about stepping out of the chaos of my gambling addiction was the financial mess I had created from the years of this addiction. I've had this conversation with so many others in the recovery community. I reached out to Lauren and asked if she…
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Nikki S. from the UK **(Not to be confused with previous episode with Nikki A also from the UK)
Nikki S. Comes on to share her story of her struggle with addiction, how it took her to prison and her life today with the wonderful support of her daughter. * Not an editing blunder. I intentionally left it as is. #gamban #gamblingaddiction #addictionpodcast #recoverypodcast
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Dave from the Fall In Podcast
It's always so great to talk with people who are just as passionate about helping others struggling with problem gambling in this platform and Dave is wonderful example of that! He comes on to share about his story, how he works recovery and his passion to help anyone who is…
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Episode 44
The Other Side w/ Co-Host Kelly - The ladies from the NYCPG- Northeast join us for a chat!
My friend Kelly (a recovering affected other) and myself (a recovering compulsive gambler) have joined up to create a new monthly series to help give a voice to those who are on the other side of our gambling harm. In this episode we are joined by the ladies (Amy, Brandy, and…
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Nikki's Story
For this episode we head back to the other side of the pond as they say and talk with Nikki.
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Working Step 6 with Terra
Step Six: We are entirely ready to have theses defects of character removed.
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Sunday chat with my friend Josh
Hey! Josh is back to update us about his recovery and share with us about some big changes he's been making in his life. I hope you enjoy catching up with Josh as much as I do!
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Danielle from Gambling Got the Girls Podcast!
Danielle, (co-host of Gambling Got the Girls Podcast) joins us to share her journey of addiction and recovery. At nearly three and half years into recovery, we chat about complacency, and the difference between just abstaining from gambling and working true recovery. I grateful…
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Dianne's Story
Hey! I am back with season 2 (which honestly isn't much different than season 1)! :) Dianne is here to share her journey of recovery with us and one of the things I took away was her passion to help others feel safe in the recovery rooms. She works hard to help set up and…
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Episode 38
Holiday Struggles and Holiday Wishes
I'm going to be taking a few weeks off and I'll be back in the new year with season two of the podcast! Be sure to take the time to care for yourself this holiday season. The stress of the holidays has always been a trigger for me but today I'm 293 days bet free and taking it…
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Julie from Canada plus Adrienne from the Fold Em Podcast joins in.
Julie from BC Canada joins in to share her experience, strength and hope with us! I love hearing her talk about finding passion in recovery and seeing the beauty in her surroundings, all things that while in active addiction, I personally took for granted.
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Episode 36
Working Step Five w/ Terra
After a few months off we are back with another step episode! I team up with Terra Carbert from Ambitious Addicts to discuss recovery step five and a few other things that probably aren't related to step five. :) If you hang in till the end, I added a few fun bloopers! -…
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Episode 35
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 5 - "Rational and Irrational Thoughts" - Trigger warning: suicidality.
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 5 - "Rational and Irrational Thoughts" - Trigger warning: suicidality.
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The Kitty Chronicles: Part 4 - "Advice to Myself (If I'd Listen!)"
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 4 - "Advice to Myself (If I'd Listen!)"
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Kayo's Story
Hey everyone! In this episode we have Kayo who come on to share her story of compulsive gambling and recovery. She was absolutely wonderful to chat with and I look forward to sharing this episode with you.
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Kayo Bonus Clip
This is a little bonus clip from my conversation with Kayo. I was having some technical difficulties. I really liked this conversation about grief and chasing our loses. Is it always about chasing the money?
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The Kitty Chronicles: Part 3 - "Ambivalence & Radical Acceptance"
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 3 - "Ambivalence & Radical Acceptance"
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The Kitty Chronicles: Part 2 - "Funny Money"
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 2 - "Funny Money"
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A conversation with my friend Terra from Ambitious Addicts about shared behaviors while gambling.
***Trigger Warning*** Please if you are in early recovery or are triggered easily you might skip this episode. Terra and I have an open and honest conversation about some of the quirks and actions we did while in active gambling addiction. We felt this was an important…
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The Kitty Chronicles: Part 1 - "Advocacy"
The Kitty Chronicles: Part 1 - "Advocacy"
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The Bet Free Life
Brian Hatch (All In: Addicted Gambler’s Podcast) and I join up to start a YouTube Show sharing our stories of addiction and recovery. It’s important for both of us to bring awareness and advocacy for this addiction and to share all the tools and resources available to help find…
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Brian Hatch from the All In: The Addicted Gambler's Podcast
Brian's podcast inspired me to create a podcast as a form of my own personal recovery from compulsive gambling. It's was great to have him on and chat. He shares his story and we talk about different issues related to gambling addiction.
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Michelle M.
Michelle M. shares her story of going to law school, passing the bar, having an amazing job, and being a leader in her community all while battling her secret addiction to gambling. Listen in as she talks about becoming addicted at 21 and how that addiction would send her to…
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Working The Steps w/ Terra - Step 4 Episode
Terra and I are back with our Step 4 episode. Making a fearless and moral and financial inventory of ourselves. This is a great conversation about really looking at ourselves and taking stock of what we feel are area's we need to work on to achieve and maintain a healthy…
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Recovery Road Online - Co-Founders Bruce and Heather
Recovery Road Online Co-Founders (2 of 4) Bruce and Heather come on the podcast and share their own stories of recovery and how RRO came about. RecoveryRoadOnline.com is a great resource for all things recovery healing. They have zoom meetings and 12 step materials. You can also…
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Debbie's story... 2 days in.
My friend Josh joins me to chat with Debbie who is just beginning her recovery journey. She's 2 days in and she comes on to share why she thinks this time will be different and what she's doing differently to help her in this journey. Listening to her talk about the different…
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Just me chatting with you...
I just thought I would take a moment (or 20) and tell you how grateful I am for your support and to share with you different tools I've come across in my own personal journey of recovery.
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Jody Bechtold - The Better Institute
Jody Bechtold works on the clinical side of problem gambling recovery. She heads up The Better Institute where she helps individuals and families struggling with problem gambling. I was so thankful she agreed to come on the podcast and share her insight and knowledge with us. It…
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Josh Takes Over the Mic!
My friend Josh takes over my podcast and asks me some tough questions. I shared some things I wasn't sure I'd be able to do. I don't like being vulnerable but it's an important step in healing and moving forward. The second half gets interesting...
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Jack Symons w/ Gamban
In this episode I asked Jack the co-founder of Gamban to come on and share his story and how this amazing software came about. We had a great conversation about some of the differences in advocacy and care between the US and UK. If you struggle with online gambling visit…
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Step 3 Episode
Terra and I join up once again to talk about step 3: Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
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Kelly's story - Affected spouse of a recovering gambling addict.
Kelly shares her story with us from the other side of this addiction, as the affected spouse of a recovering compulsive gambling addict. It was a very different conversation for me and I hope I showed up for her in a good way. I think sometimes we get to caught in our addiction…
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Sunday chat with April
April's back! We decided to have a Sunday chat about how her recovery is going. She is currently at 35 days bet free. This is a really great conversation about life in early recovery. Thanks for listening in.
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Therza's Story
Hey! In this episode we chat with Therza as she shares her story and history with gambling throughout different chapters of her life. Thankfully in recovery today she shares about her struggles to cope with grief and how online gambling became an addiction after a move that left…
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Bonus: Karen - aka Mom
Just an afternoon chat with my biggest supporter. We talk a little about her history with gambling, my behavior while in active addiction and the changes she is seeing in me since starting recovery. It's not a heavy conversation, just more of a check in. :)
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My Friend Josh
Josh and I met in an online FB recovery group of over 11,000 people from all over the world. It was definitely our Higher Power connecting us. We live near each other and it's great to have one another for support through out our recovery. He is such light and I'm so glad to…
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Rick Benson - Founder of Algamus Treatment Center
Rick Benson is the founder of Algamus Treatment Center in Prescott, AZ. It's one of only a few gambling specific residential treatment programs in the US. Rick shares with us his personal journey of addiction, his recovery and how Algamus came about. He also talks about why for…
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Saturday Step Special - Step 2
Terra and I explore step 2 from different perspectives. Terra is working a codependency version and I am working it as a compulsive gambler. I personally struggled with feeling worthy of recovery and excepting that my Higher Power could restore someone like me. ❤️
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Rachel’s story
We dive deeper into Rachel’s story of compulsive gambling. As a Native American she has a really amazing way of connecting her spiritual beliefs with her continued healing and recovery. She is so lovely and I’m so glad to call her a friend and sister in recovery. ❤️🩹
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Gambling Addiction - A Women’s Round Table
w/ Terra from Ambitious Addicts, Danielle and Tiff w/ Gambling Got The Girls and me. 😁 I am so proud of these women and this episode.. 3 different podcasts, 4 women with a passion for helping other women struggling with compulsive gambling and a conversation about StarTrek. You…
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Rita 💕
Rita joins me in this episode and shares her story of compulsive gambling and how she has maintained over 11 years in recovery. She was so wonderful to talk to and I appreciate the time she took to share her story with us.
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Rachel and Hillary
It's a wonderful and healing thing talking with other women who know the struggles of compulsive gambling. I was able to have a wonderful chat with two amazing women who want to share their stories of compulsive gambling and their road to recovery. I hope to give you a longer…
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April
In this episode we chat with April who is right on the cusp of starting recovery. We talk about her story of compulsive gambling and why she knows it’s time to make a change and her fear of the unknown with recovery. It’s a longer episode but sometimes we just need to talk it…
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Step One
Working the steps with my friend Terra from Ambitious Addicts. I will be working them as a compulsive gambler and Terra will be working them through a codependent view. 😄 Join us!
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Stacey Goodwin - The Girl Gambler
I talk with Stacey about her journey and her mission to help other women suffering from compulsive gambling.
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Terra Carbert - Ambitious Addicts
Two friends and recovering gambling addicts talking about the impact social media can have on recovery, talking different types of gambling addictions and just general conversation about recovery. ❤️
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Broke Girl
*Amateur* A little of my story and how The Broke Girl Society got started. ❤️
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